Note to Self

Sometimes all it takes

Is a leap of faith

A fistful of hope

Not to let go

Tons of grace

to carry me

Through

the not so good days

And enough humility

To ground me

Through the grand ones

and through it all

One breath of deep

Surrender

I close my eyes

Beckon peace

breathe deep

And

Believe

Every waking

Minute of everyday

That everything is

How it must be

Just believe, I say

To the warring voices

Inside

This insidious well

Of doubt

In my head,

in my weary heart

Tired of asking questions

To which no answers

Suffice

Believe, I tell myself

Have courage,

Aching heart

Everything comes

To pass

Carry on,

Keep doing what

You're doing

You will get there

Maybe not today

But one day.

Everything will be

Alright

Maybe not today

But soon...

Just believe,

Hold on to

Hope

And take that

Daily leap of faith.

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