New Year's Prayer


For this new year, I pray for you these:

Clarity on how to proceed
Amidst life's dilemmas

A recognition that there are

Embers of purpose
Still very much alive
Here in your existence

Renewed belief that
no one knows you
more than you do

Trust in your inner intelligence
As it leads you to your truth

Resolve that no one is coming
Only for the very reason
that you're only neck deep
In waters that only come up
to your bruised knees
You only need to see that
While you can ask for help
And those who answer
Can lend you a hand
It is only you
who can save yourself.

Remember, remember
You were created intentionally,
Given sacred breath
Fortified by life

Finally, I pray that you know
In your body, heart, mind and soul,
That you are worthy,
You are worthy.

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